This is my response to the first week discussion questions- we're supposed to talk about what we think feminism is, what "feminist" means to us, what we think we're going to learn after reading the stuff from the first week, how the readings affected us/what we thought of them, and a thing that we think will be hard in the class/what to do about it.
Commentary/changes I added later are in brackets.
Trigger Warning: References to sexism, ableism, classism, racism, etc and some description of the intersection of sexism and disability/ableism. (Yes, sexism and disability/ableism, it's the effects that my actual impairments have on my experience of sexism in addition to how people react to the impairments.)
In my head, feminism is the movement
and gender and women's studies is the academic discipline. The two go
together, and scholar-activists, those who work in both the academy
and in activist circles, are extremely important to making sure that
the two do not fall too far out of sync and in making sure the
historically exclusive academy remains aware of the day-to-day needs
of the activists. In an ideal world, activists and academics would
find where the ideals of what can be and the practical needs of the
world intersect, then push their respective worlds towards those
goals- this should be true of any movement with both academic and
activist portions. Both feminism and gender/women's studies should
address issues relating to gender as the main focus, making sure to
cover intersections of gender with all other marginalizations. Thus,
a feminist should also be anti-racist, accepting of gender and sexual
minorities, anti-classist, and anti-ableist, and academic work in
gender and women's studies should avoid perpetuating other -isms in
rhetorical arguments against sexism.
While the word feminist brings a
man-hating lesbian who probably does not shave her legs to many
minds, to me, it simply means someone who understands that gender
inequality and discrimination exists, privileging masculine
performance, identification, and legal assignment over the feminine
and believes that all the
gender identities and presentations should be equal. (I will admit- I
actually don't shave my legs. It's more a matter of sensory
processing issues, clumsiness, and knowing I won't remember to keep
up with it than a political matter, though. Autism: it's a thing.)
From
my initial readings of the text, it looks like I will gain knowledge
of what to call many of the things I have been thinking about and a
more detailed understanding of them- I had noticed previously that my
androgyne (as in, actually has a mix of masculine and feminine things
in it) presentation and identity was consistently perceived as
female, and I had put together that this was only partially due to my
having been assigned female at birth and looking like it. Part of it
was also the fact that people often perceive maleness as neutral,
which looks to be part of androcentrism (Shaw and Lee 1.) Seeing the
word androcentrism, I notice that androgyne as a mix of the two
binary genders has "andro" in it, which would mean male if
androcentrism is male-centrism, but I do not recognize a root for
female. Perhaps the term we use for the in-between state of a mix is,
in fact, another example of androcentrism. [I realized that gyne was a female root about 10 minutes after turning this in. My teacher did not wind up calling me on this, and I forgot to change it in this. But then Irena told me in the comments, so not I remember- yes, gyne is in there.] I also expect that I will
learn more about issues that are applicable to looking at the
intersections of various marginalizations, which was one of my goals
in this course- the text mentions the intersection of race and gender
as early as page 2; Carestathis writes specifically on intersections
focusing on race and gender (Carestathis;) Rich implies that
education opened to white middle class women before other women (Rich
23,) an intersection of class, gender, and race; bell hooks notes
that the face of feminism is typically white women with material
privileges and that "white men were more willing to consider
women's rights when the granting of those rights could serve the
interests of maintaining white supremacy (hooks 35.) The ability to
look critically at intersections, even (and perhaps especially!)
those which reside outside my initial area of interest, disability,
is an important part of what I hope to gain from this course.
As I
was already aware that women with more privileges tended to dominate
conversations in mainstream feminism, ignoring the concerns of those
with fewer, hook's statement that many stopped thinking about
revolution when they got a bit of power (hooks 35) combined with the reminder that feminism must
be concerned with ending all
oppression, for no one is truly free until everyone is (Carestathis)
only serve to remind me of how much work there is to be done, that
the whole system needs to be rebuilt in order to achieve true
liberation, possibly from scratch. It is a daunting task, which will
require people working together- not the "We're all women, be
quiet and let me be racist/ableist/classist/etc against you" or
"We're all disabled, be quiet and let me be
sexist/racist/homophobic/etc towards you" sort of working
together, but the sort where the people who have privilege in a given
situation listen to those who do not.
bell
hook's piece resonated with me, with her statements about a
"Christian" culture, and how a white supremacist capitalist
(and therefore classist) patriarchy would never change enough to end
oppression. She noted a split between reformers and revolutionaries,
with the reformers focusing on equality based on gender and
revolutionaries wanting to change the whole system, recognizing that
simply fixing gender discrimination would not make the world free
(hooks 34-35.)
[Yes, I'm about to start talking about how my experiences are different because I'm Autistic now.] Few of the statements made by Quindlen resonated, with
much of her writing seemingly speaking more to the experiences of
women who are able to decode and understand social rules, rather than
being consistently mystified by the whole mess. Without the ability
to comprehend (or even necessarily detect the existence of) quiet
social pressures unless someone brings them explicitly to my
attention, "effortless perfection" and all it entails is
something I can only see as a thing that society somehow got people
to do. [I can also academically understand how it works, but I can't feel most of the pressures unless people state them explicitly.] I can never experience the subtle pressures of what I "should"
do, because in order to even know that there is a message, it must be
relayed so explicitly that the issues within become obvious, which is
far from subtle. That is not to say that I do not experience sexism [or that I could not/did not absorb messages perpetuating other -isms]-
I do [and did]. It is just in different ways. Instead of the subtle pressure of
media images telling me I should shave my legs, I get told by
well-meaning [but misogynist] neighbors that I should start. Instead of media subtly
suggesting that I need to wear makeup to get a man, classmates
demanded to know why I wasn't covering my acne and told me explicitly
that I would never get a boyfriend if I didn't learn to apply makeup
properly (not going to happen- it's a sensory issue. Autism: Still a
thing.)
Her
statement about only 14% of sciences faculty being female (Quinden
39,) however, I noticed, having found myself outnumbered by men at
even greater ratios in many of my engineering courses. In one course,
I was the only
female-presenting student in a class of nearly 50.
One of
the hardest parts of the course for me, I suspect, will be taking off
the disability studies goggles long enough to look at the world
through a differently focused sociological lens. In reality, I
suspect that I will be one of those who hits the intersection of
gender and disability most, but that by making sure to look at the
other angles first, I
will get better at using the gender lens.
2013.
hooks,
bell. "Feminist Politics: Where We Stand." 2000. Women's
Voices, Feminist Visions: Classic and
Contemporary Readings.
By Susan M. Shaw and Janet Lee. 5th ed. Boston: McGraw-Hill Higher
Education, 2011. 33-36. Print.
Quindlen,
Anna. "Still Needing the F Word." 2003. Women's
Voices, Feminist Visions: Classic and
Contemporary Readings.
By Susan M. Shaw and Janet Lee. 5th ed. Boston: McGraw-Hill Higher
Education, 2011. 39-40. Print.
Rich,
Adrienne. "Claiming an Education." 1979. Women's
Voices, Feminist Visions: Classic and
Contemporary Readings.
By Susan M. Shaw and Janet Lee. 5th ed. Boston: McGraw-Hill Higher
Education, 2011. 23-25. Print.
Shaw,
Susan M., and Janet Lee. "Women's Studies: Perspectives and
Practices." Women's Voices,
Feminist Visions: Classic
and Contemporary Readings. 5th
ed. Boston: McGraw-Hill Higher
Education, 2011. 1-22. Print.
'gyn' is in fact a Greek root meaning 'female' or 'woman'. So 'androgyne' does have both genders in it explicitly.
ReplyDeleteThanks for reminding me I need to mention that... (I actually realized this about 10 minutes after submitting the essay and forgot to comment on that here... what is remembering to do things?)
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